High Side into Pine Tree

I got greedy on the throttle on a nice sweeping left going home. If you continue straight instead of turning there is a steep uphill gravel road. In the rain some of that slides down into the turn. I was young and stupid and goign very fast, slid the rear on the gravel, panicked, let off the throttle and flew over the ditch into the pine tree's. Totaled the bike. Broke all right side rib, wrist, arm, bruised kidney, ego, dislocated shoulder.

no bueno!