This is a discussion on Missing the sandbox within the USA Military Personnel forums, part of the Regional Forums category; Originally Posted by buckeyefan Honestly I wanted to go back the day I got back in the States. I don't ...
THIS!!!!!!^^^^^ 5 years ago I was a complete and total dumb ass and got out of the Marine Corps partly based on making some stupid bitch happy. I have regreted it every day since. Now I work on the contract side of the house (better money, less bullshit) But it's still not the same as my beloved Corps.
Peace is a lie, there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken
I will go back to Afghanistan tonight!
Grass is always greener. When I was in I wanted out, now that I'm out I wish I'd have stayed in. Your mind has a way of obscuring the crap and emphasizing positive past experiences. Make the call based on the now, fuck the then, and forget the tomorrow.
When you understand why you dismiss all the other gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours.
Originally Posted by Supa Dexta
I also kinda miss the sand box. I had a great time out there and now that I am back I am pretty much just bored with life in general. Its not like I dont have a purpose here, but I actually did stuff over there that made a real difference and met some awesome people. It is aslo a bit of a rush seeing rockets buzzing over your head and impacting close. Its like COD4, but a bit more intese.
Hell yeah i miss it and hope to extend my 2nd contract in order to go to Afghan with my new unit that im going to in Aug. Ill be down on the ground with tanks and grunts and bet your ass im gonna volunteer to go on patrols and shiot!
I've been there twice and looking back on it I can say that there are people alive today as a direct result of my actions overseas and I would go back again (I probably will have too) but that I would never go back in the same career field with the leadership that my unit has. I've been back about 2 months now and it's strange sometimes. When I first got back I would wake up with my heart beating out of my fucking chest but that hasn't happened lately so I'm looking forward to civi life for a while.
If you really want to do something, you will find a way. If you don't really want to do it, you will find an excuse.
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